++Introductionn++

`01 Want to be He's
`02 watever
`03 watever
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`05 watever
`06 watever
`07 watever

++Lovees++

`01 Him
`02 anitin
`03 anitin
`04 anitin
`05 anitin
`06 anitin
`07 anitin
`08 anitin

++Hatees++

`01 watever
`02 watever
`03 watever
`04 watever
`05 watever

++Dreamms++

`01 Him to be mine
`02 watever
`03 anitin
`04 watever
`05 anitin

++Counterr++

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Today i am going mad ... Insane and also very angry ...
Insane cause of the KSJ ... THIS SAT AND I CAN'T REMEMBER HALF OF IT !!!!!
Angry ... Don't want to mention ... Was angry in school ... And at home ...
HOW COME YOU ALL JUST WON'T LET ME LIVE IN PEACE FOR JUST ... ONLY JUST ... ONE DAY ?!?!?!
If i am the sort who will say vulgarities as and when i like and when i think of it ...
I will definitely say it ...
But i am not the kind ...
Give me a minute to cool down and stop ______ ...
* Something that i don't want you all to know ...
Ok ... Don't talk about it anymore ... All i can say is that i am miserable , sad , angry , insane and i have just died ... Not physically but mentally ... I have just lost my soul ... My life ... My smile ... My cheerfulness ... Now i am left in a world of misery ... Sadness ... Totally lost in darkness ...
Is it just that i studied too hard for the KSJ or i studied too hard for the exams ??? But it couldn't be possible that i studied too hard for the exams ... Cause i failed my expectations ...
It is more convincing to say that i studied too hard for KSJ but not true ... I studied and studied but i just can't remember studied ... No use ... So it is not possible too ...
If it is not the reasons above , then what is the reason ???

My life is over ...
My life is done ...
I wish that someone will take me away ...
To a land called heaven or to the land called hell ...
I just don't want to carry on here in this land called earth ...

My road has ended ...
Right here ...
Nothing to let me carry on ...
There is a diamond wall right infront of me ...
Unbreakable ...
Uncuttable ...
Or there is just a dead end ...
Or a never-ending hole just right infront of me ...
Which if i were to dropped in ...
I will never ...
Never reach the end ...
Who will knows when will i die ...
My road just ended ...
Here ...
This moment ...
I am just standing here ...
Waiting for someone to push me down into the endless pit ...
Waiting for someone to help me ...
To pull me up ...
Is there ???
No ...
No one ...
No one at all ...
No one to help me ...
Shall i just go and end my life ???
Or shall i wait for someone to bring me ???
To heaven ???
Or to hell ???
Anything ...
I don't mind ...
As long as it is not a land called earth ...

waiting for euu, my boyy
lovin you always`

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